Today my class performance really sux today....i totally dont know how to contribute in class. My mind(totally blank). Feeling so frustrated now, i want to vent my anger and to scREAM.
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I FEEL SO DOWN!
THE NUMBNESS IN ME!
I promise myself that i will work hard, but why cant i excel in sports???? my mind is always in ARTS! ARTS! ARTS~
I WANT TO HIDE...DISAPPEAR.
I really dont want this to affect me, but i am acting so strange.
Jealousy, pain, numb, down take them OUT from me. Why do i need to hear about people's problems, ME????ME???
THINK OF ME! AM I SO INVISIBE IN FRONT OF YOU???
