All these yrs of my life, they didnt try to understand mi even abit...They dont even noe wads my fav food, fav drink, they dont even want to understand how i feel. What they only sae was what is right and what is wrong...what is good what is bad, never tot of what i want, and they only toked about what they want from me. They always assume and stereotyping on people... Im not blaming them but cant they at least know whats my fav food? O my gosh!
Ive been feeling frustrated, i cant stand my mom's non-stop toking, I really dun wan to be angry over this, but really i need some PEACE and PRIVACY!!. Problems still arises thou my parents cooled down..every now and then they would remind mi not to see TBN so as to avoid 'him'. I tried my best tt i could to meet secretly, its getting mi very sick and tired of lying again and again. The biggest worry, is the time, the place and the calls. I really need lots of trust now, i want to trust and stop my worrying. My thoughts are unsettled and running wild, Struggling to forget what's in the past, Its still a nightmare. it really hurts me so bad..maybe tts why i dont feel safe and secure. However, i dun want to give up, i want to hold on to what i have. Just one more year! one more year! This is my biggest dream....being realistic will never make dreams some true.
