Thinking about moving the next step of my life is really quite frightening thou...i wonder if i can do it? Its just a phobia and i nid to get thru this, i hope i will feel much better as this time its another new area of work. Life is short and unexpected and im sure i want to live it to the fullest...wondering about the next few things that im going to do, i juz cant wait to look forward to these events...COSFEST, EOY09, GRADUATION!!! Then hopefully everything goes well and then i guess its work,cosplay, travel, save more money....and maybe study again. Some things are jus so hard to say in the blog...
Now im juz not satisfied of my life...my dream is yet still far away and still finding a meaning to it...wads my purpose of living? id rather not live my life with the same routine over and over again...its frustrating.
went Malaysia to visit my grandma's house last saturday...really missed them alot
