Hi everyone im back,
It feels its been a long time since i went online to update on my blog as well as checking of e-mails...This week was working, working and working...sometimes i feel abit like no life, once fin work go home eat and sleep. Dere is not enuf of personal time for me. Weekends also need to write reports OMG! its crazy man...anyways i guess dere is oso good and bad ba...
The good thing about work:
-Spend less time at home( i guess some of u guys noe the reason)
-more freedom to meet baby
-more money to save for Guilty Gear cosplay
-experience outdoor teaching
-conduct camps might be meaningful
The bad thing about work:
-Scare Not enuf sleep/some times camping only have few hours of sleep
-Maybe less time for baby
-being sun taned T_T
-need do reports
-physically/mentally tiring
-not enuf personal time
-long traveling hours to campsite
Yup, im getting used to the working environment dere...was glad that everyone get along well especially with the new freelance trainers. They all come from different places and backgrounds very friendly and easy to talk to. Cant wait working with them..Thursday was quite a long day for me....did some admin work, packed first aid room and check zorb ball if its in gd working condition...it took about 1 hr ot deflate the big thingy....omg! While waiting for it to deflate, Said told us his work experience with IMH and its damn funny..
Friday's training was quite borring and almost fell asleep cos most of the stuff i kinda know already especially knowing how to belay..its a slow moving dae and looking forward to meet baby after work, thx for taking ure time 2 meet me and sorry that i always appear sleepy....really tired. On the way home was quite a shock, however lucky i tried to cover up if not i'll be in deep trouble again...my parents can go apply job as patrol officers le la...WTH! At tt point of time i was damn fuckin pissed..i wish i could have juz dig a hole and hide myself underground or juz killed myself on the spot. Mom was damn sarcastic about telling mi a story about the truth will finally reveal itself after years...
Sat met baby again for training.....really wanna thank Lydia for covering up for me...
"The more conflicts, the more you push mi overboard. Really! i had enuf of this kind of SHIT and i am not afraid to live alone and away from protection. plz let me go! i dun want to be under your wings anymore."
For now i have nowhere to stay, nowhere to go to...i'll juz have to be even more patient with myself...
