Ive been feeling down lately but im happy that i met Grace today. Was hoping that i could tell someone about my problems...and 2dae i learnt lots of things. Thankz Grace and thank you to offer to pray for me as well. Im not sure but either my heart or my soul is feeling very down and painful....and my mind is making me very paranoid these days. I just feel like letting out this really bad feeling i had inside me...felt that there is a heavy stone inside me and i juz cant get it out.
But i know i can still bear the pain, i juz dun wan to be paranoid....One thing i know is that i have friends n family who cared for me and that makes my life colourful and meaningful.. so Problems must be solved and not wait till the last minute and i shall learn how to express my feelings abit more...so hopefully the other side will know whats going on. Now i understand how it feels.
so something that i should ask myself.....
was reading my past post and something caught my eye that i wrote:" i shall not cry"...
Shit and i broke tt promise....
