Hi all,
haz...so boring rite!!! i am gg to write the same thing about school again WTH!!! Who will wan to read man! This time i will not write about school because it is so dam boring..today topic is scinence and techlonogy BLAH! BLAH! BLAH! i am going to tok about myself AND I REALLY MEAN MYSELF!! so im going to start now:
WAHHHH!!! IM SICK OF MY BORING LIFE!!! I DONT WANNA LIVE A LIFE THAT MY PARENTS HAVE BEEN PLANING FOR ME! WHY CANT THEY JUST LISTEN TO ME! WHY THEY DONT SUPPORT ME AT ALL AND INSIST THAT THEIR IDEA IS "SO CALLED THE BEST" STEADY LIFE NO WORRIES AT ALL. I WANNA LIVE A DIFERENT LIFE THAN THEM....I WANT THE LIGHT TO SHINE ON ME INSTEAD OF THEM TELLING ME TO HID AWAY FROM THE LIGHT. I KNOW THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES BUT SO WHAT!!!! NOW I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING...I WANNA TO BE THE REAL ME, I WANNA COME OUT OF THE SHELL THAT I HAVE BEEN HIDING FOR YEARS. AND I TELL YOU IT IS HARD..I AM EXTREAMLY JEALOUS OF THE PEOPLE WHO MOVED ON AND I AM LEFT BEHIND...IT FELT AS IF I HAVE BEEN STUCKED ON A CHEWING GUM. "THIS CANNOT THAT CANNOT " THEN WHAT'S THE POINT OF LIVING!!!!! I MIGHT AS WELL DIE NOW!!!! IM NOT TOTALLY BLAMING MY PARENTS SOMETIMES I AM JUST ANGRY AT MYSELF....I DONT WANT TO REGRAT IN THE FUTURE!!! SOMETHING MUST BE DONE NOW!!!GOD!! PLZ GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO PROVE WHO I AM!!!
IM SO DEPRIVED..maybe somethings are not ment to be BUT i am going to make it happen NO MATTER WHAT!! thats the SPRIT man!
I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO THE NEW ME..IN A FEW YEARS TIME......I WILL BE WHO I AM. nO ONE CAN STOP ME NOW!!!! ITS A MATTER OF TIME ONLY. I WILL STOP THOSE WHO STOP ME.....so how should i do it???? Plan!!!!!
Wow a load off my heart, i feel much lighter now!!!!
