Finally its the day to take the exam and finish it.....my heart is beating v fast and feeling stressed all over. Was so moody during the day, ah well i just hate this kind of feeling... but then again i got used to it. At least this feeling is a little bit better than the first time dere. I didnt have to keep coughing or go frequent toilets. This time round its just stressed, cant really breathe well. Went to the exam studio and saw the examiner, i feel that she seemed friendly...thou i heard she looked stern, but then to me i dont. I feel that she is just serious in her work tts all.
LOL! Actually the exam was quite unexpected...all four of the candidates dont know how to do free work(means examiner will say out some ballet terms and we are supposed to dance according to it). That makes the examiner so angry, first time ive seen such a thing in the exam studio. Well i was hopping that i can copy one of the gals work...but i guess all of us are also hoping for that too. And in the end we gather our thoughts together and managed to dance.
Some of us dont really know our work well and made some mistakes and i guess all of us are just copying each other. The worst part is that we danced wrongly and have to repeat tt exercise again. Of cos i was feeling stressed OMG! Trying to catch my breath and be prepared for the next exercise. KK i was emotionally and physically unstable, even before this exam.... Well 1 hr and 45 mins is over and we said our thank u's and goodbyes. Well i had a few conversations with the rest of the candidates toking about the exam and what we did. One candidate was telling me that she almost fell down when she was doing pointe pirouettes.
Finally its over and i really can feel one rock being take out of my heart, haha i feel much better some how lighter now. But not all is cleared yet, more problems and worries are coming out. (PP, decision making and extracting of tooth)
After ballet went for guitar lesson, i was freakin tired but then i managed to sleep a while at home and in the car. This time round guitar lesson start v late cos of the previous singing lesson end so late. TT means, go home late oso haiz....i was yearning for ice-cream and sleep...finally i ate ice-cream yay!!!!! Ben and jerrys bannana ice cream.
