Jiraya's bdae bbq 7 Feb 2009
was kinda stressed on tt dae..no gd mood, imagine stress coming from both sides...im already trying my best to accommodate to u all what else do u all want about me??!!! This is my best solution...i know u all very well da remarks tt u are going to say and the decisions that u are going to make without u all telling me. Im always stuck in between. But i still have to do it thou so i have to act like nothin happen. Manage to have some courage to speak up thanks for kaka's encouragement. I manage to do what i need to do.
Sorri All, didnt manage to hangout with u guys..i haD a great time and happy to see u all. JIRAYA A.K.A SUMUN DUCK HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UUU!!!!!!
sorri CHINGUS didnt manage to meet up with u all too...i having some difficulties.hope u all will understand..dun worry i will definately hangout with u all soon!!
Out with sis....8 Feb 2009
Its a miracle i can wake up so early in da morning...at 8plus. Thx 2 my mom's screaming ba~ Promised sis i pei her go volunteer pack stuff for charity event. Get to know some people dere they are all very friendly...as usually mi mind is occupied with something else..
At first i was ok...and then it gets worst, ahh i cant stay in that place for long..im gonna DIE!!! v stuffy and nose starts to itch...finally got out of dere, and decided to eat our lunch. Nowadays store assistants are so scary to their costumers, haiz dun sae anymore. Was discussing with da shop owner about setting up a small space for da items we wanna sell...O.o and learn tt setting up a business is nt easy at all...nid alot of capital..T_T
After lunch decided to take a walk down to Singapore flyer..dwn dere not much stuff thou manage to take some pics and eat ice-cream.
Went back to marina sq and we decided to watch movie...Love matters
deres still lots of time so we decided to find one place to rest and tok...We toked about alot of things...And ya i guess: "what is lost can never be found". It makes mi worry... as my greatest fear is coming nearer and nearer each day.
i know one dae i have to depend on myself...ive long decided to leave, its a matter of time and money now. Things will definately change...for the better or worst its up to u all to decide. I longed to be the person that i want to be....
Love matters is a funny, very gd and the story dere is so true.
