I cant sleep tonight....too many thoughts on my mind right now. Dun noe why i must clear my thoughts or express it here in my blog b4 i can try to sleep. Yesh, i am feeling stressed, pressurized and i know there are many many challenges ahead of me. That sometimes i wished i can just freeze time and not go thru these challenges at all. I feel lost and i dun know how am i going to deal with it. ive been thinking too much and was thinking what would happen in a worst case scenario...
Eventhou i dont have the solution to my problems and life right now....i realise how important it is to treasure love and your dreams. Once i think about it once gone it will never be back....what i would want to say is that i never should give up on my dreams.. and sometimes some things are not ment to be mine. some things are ment to be mine will be mine. So yar....
I shall treat these as a challenge and dun think so much. what i could only do now is to work hard and dont give up...treasure every moment i have. i Will not be affected by it........ Right now i should just have this thinking that what if that happends.....there wont be much blessings..and when i am 21 yr old i will have the right to make my own decisions. so thats actually not that bad after all rite?
