*IMPORTANT*
IVE CHANGED MY HOTMAIL ACCOUNT PLEASE ADD ME IN MY NEW HOTMAIL ADD AT: blue_heaven89@hotmail.com.
if you dont want to add me is ok no objections, but to my dearest friends please add me ok!!!
Today is a boring dae, i almost slept in class. I thought culture was supposed to be easy but it seemed that towards the end of the semester it becomes harder or issit just my imagination that it is getting harder. Maybe next week would be easy again. Worst to Say today's presentation was rubbish i dont know what was i saying neither do the facilitaor knows what am i saying. MY BRAIN IS NOT WORKING TODAY! Haz...i think i will get a C or D today..after school old sickness comes again chest and stomach starts to hurt...whats becoming of me???
blueheaven needs a listening ear from all of you,
no need to reply or make a sound,
blueheaven feels empty inside,
dont look at her smiling face on the outside,
actually blueheaven needs lots freedom,
blueheaven needs some attention,
blueheaven needs some praise,
blueheaven wants to do what she wants to do,
because of too much hurt and stress,
sometimes blueheaven dosent want to live anymore,
she just want to die,
but she just cant bring herself to die,
i know this sounds so emo,
but blueheaven just cant help it,
she needs to express herself,
so pls dont blame her for being so emo,
because she is going insane soon,
if she dosent find a cure to this sickness.
Blueheaven's cure is just some motivation,
and a purpose to be able to live again.
