Baby have been workin for 10days straight without any day off....miss him lots, i cant wait to see him soon on EOY.
Every morning im just lazy to eat my breakfast thou i wake up around 8am...haha and now is 10am. Last night helping Ahboii with his props hopefully it will turn out well. Thou i cant make the actual same thing as the real char, its too hard le....im procrastinating on my FYP report. Really just Lazy to do, keep doing props cos i choose wat i like to do. wakakaka!!! Long time didnt play jubeat, i need save money, been spending quite alot lately cos money didnt come in to my bank it keep comming out lolz. I didnt work mah.....getting poorer
Im worried my parents wont approve me to continue studying. Frankly speaking im not ready for work. firstly i dont know what to do after i grad, outdoors is not really my thing most prob will be working out of my dip field...still eager to take up a degree/diploma in arts if possible....The road that im in now is like road of nowhere. I still feel disappointed that i feel not accepted by my family in terms of cosplay, relationships and Arts. Tried convincing them, but it dosent work. What they want me to do is to teach dance which im getting sick of hearing that Again and again.
Hehe im dreaming too much lately, about going other countries to work and having a comforable life. Maybe reccently feeling too cooped up with my own life, wished i could begin life some where else, meeting new people, making new friends. Maybe this will make me feel better about myself. And yes i feel ashamed of myself for denying i do not believe in God.....
You do not know how much i feel that im always lagging behind......i want to work towards my dream.
